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Another Hollow Summer - Why Haven't I Done It Yet

from Just Spend The Time by Another Hollow Summer & Dog Thumbs

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It's Unbelievable
I've done it again
This mind-numbing tiredness
A hangover from lack of death
Thought I could fix myself
Thought that I could feel whole
My compensation hasn't worked
And now all I remember is the cold
Blade of sorrow
From the depths of my room last night
Sheets crumpled
My body shuddering
Wishing I didn't have to fight
Against my own free will
Against my common sense
Calling all my thoughts
To call for help from a friend

Why didn't she bother to stop
Why does that make me happy
Do I want this all to end
Or is it just from lack of trying
I've got to summon up the strength
To break my bubble of dull self-negligence
I just need a break
From this stressful cycle

Blood mixed with sweat mixed with tears

I can't always occupy myself
With a few chords and a verse
The result is desperation
And me at my worst
I didn't want anyone to know
But I needed the handhold
I can't rest easy yet
But I can pass out all alone

Fuck you Riley
Why can't you just get it right
You always drag yourself down
Before you've even fucking tried
Stop wallowing in your hopelessness
I know that you're more than this
Don't let them all down now
Prove yourself wrong just this once

Thank god she bothered to stop me
Because I'm so fucking happy
I don't want this all to end
And no way I'll ever stop trying
I'm gonna summon up the strength
To break my bubble of dull self negligence
I don't need a break
I just need determination and confidence

Blood mixed with sweat mixed with tears
Love mixed with pain mixed with fears
Sun blotted out by rain on new frontiers
Hope mixed with ehart mixed with sheer fucking joy

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from Just Spend The Time, released May 24, 2019

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